Wednesday, December 14, 2011

ಕಡಲು ಕರೆದಂತೆ ದಡವನು ಭೇಟಿಗೆ



ಕಡಲು ಕರೆದಂತೆ ದಡವನು ಭೇಟಿಗೆ

ಕೈ ಬೀಸಿ ಕರೆದಿತ್ತು ನನ್ನ,
ಸಾಗರದ ದಂಡೆಯ ಬಿಸಿ ಉಸುಕು.
ಬರೆದೆ ಅದರಲಿ ನನ್ನ ಪಾಪಗಳನು;
ಕ್ಷಮಿಸಲೆಂದೇ ಬಂದಿತು ಕಡಲಲೆಯ ಮುಸುಕು.

ನನ್ನೊಳಗಿನ ಸಾವಿರಾರು ಗುಟ್ಟು
ಕಡಲಡಿಗೆ ಮಾತ್ರ ಗೊತ್ತು.
ನಿನ್ನೊಂದಿಗೆ ಅಂತರಾಳದ ಮಾತು ಹಂಚದಿದ್ದರೆ
ಹೋಗುತಿತ್ತು ಅಂತರಾತ್ಮ ಸುಟ್ಟು - ಸತ್ತು.

ನನ್ನೊಳಗಿನ ದುರಾಚಾರಿಯ ಸಾವಿಗಾಗಿ ಬರುವೆನಾ ಅಡಿಗಡಿಗೆ
ನಿನ್ನ ಅಲೆಗಳು ಕರೆಯುತಿರಲಿ ದಡವನು ಹೀಗೆಯೇ ಭೇಟಿಗೆ
(Written Sep 21st 2011, Karthik Bharadwaj)

The idea of writing this came to me while coming back from the beaches of Surathkal. I spent my time alone for a while during one evening taking pictures with DSLR during my solo trip to Udupi, Kundapura, Karkala and places around, a few months back.
I found this today scribbled in one of my notebooks. This verse was written back then but I always felt it rather incomplete to post it.

Theme of the verse: Nature is the next closest thing to one's own soul.

I keep doing a lot of mistakes in my life. Some are ought to be forgiven, not by others, but myself. The hardest part is to forgive oneself and to move on. That is when I get close to something beyond and seek for god/nature in helping us forgive ourselves, trying to kill the "inner-cruel-me" and find peace with self and make sure at every step that consciousness overtakes the unruly me. But, at the end I don't promise that its going to be my last mistake as I come to you again and again.

/
Karthik

Sunday, November 27, 2011

My parabolic-mirror-solar-grill - Story and Design

This weekend, I designed my own solar grill at home using some of the unused articles and also some things were bought at nearby home appliance shop or novelty store.


Background for coming up with this crazy idea was that my android smart phone Motorola Defy was draining out of battery in less than one day with all radios enabled in it esp like mobile data, wifi, GPS. I needed a USB travel charger badly and bought a solar powered + usb powered (4400 mWh) which could charge universal devices like Camera/Ipod/Phone etc., on the go. Its output rating is 5.5V,500mA. It works just good in critical power needs during my trekking/camping. I had underestimated the solar power till then until it helped me really when I needed the most.

A few months back I had been to Lakshadweep islands where the sole energy for the whole island was Solar power. I was really amazed at the self sustained way to renew energy resource even for desalination of water using the temperature difference between the cold water of deep sea and the hotter surface water. Even the entire lighting was done by an array of solar cells.

I was looking at the ways to harness the this power in very small scale and came up with website called GREENPOWERSCIENCE which does build the acrylic parabolic mirrors and extreme powerful fresnel lens which was well suited for my purpose but was not within the reach of my budget anyway. Then I went in search of ways to build my own parabolic mirror. Dan of the GreenPowerScience explains a lot of ways to make a user defined one with casting mortar and using it to prepare a cement mold. Grease the mold, then use 3 layers of fiber glass wool and polyester resin to bind them into a parabolic polyester dish. Well, this preparation was too tedious (but really economical on some scale if we plan to roll out many) but I wanted a better and faster way. The best suited idea for me was given by another youtube video which used the TV antennae that comes with the dish which is of parabolic shape to converge the KU band of TV signals into a focal point for better reception. So I bought a scrap dish from reliance big TV workshop near my place for 350 INR (Found a good quality dish in a stock pile of Defective LNB dishes) Its a 60 cm diameter dish which I bought with the clamps and bolts for fitting.

[If you are not into mathematics of conic section called parabola and want to understand why it works to choose this shape, please refer to parabolic reflector and see here to understand the theory and check out the illustration]

Next step was to prepare a reflecting surface for the entire surface of the parabola. This was done by low cost Aluminum foil of food grade quality. This costs about 40 INR for about 7 mtrs X 30 cms. Not even 1/4th of it was used to cover the dish surface. I cut it into strips of regular sized rectangles (better to make trapezoids for easier coverity with very less wastage) to paste it with a child safe glue. The glue must be water based and it should be non-toxic as it might get heated and may fume in direct sunlight. Even with the application of tin foil all over the surface, the reflectivity is pretty bad about just 35-40% with the wrinkles and overlapping edges. The full sheet as such if stuck on flat surface would give about 55% of reflection. Also I read about Mylar, Foylon and other reflective vinyl sheets which could be used for this but again cost issues exceeded my low budget project. I plan to upgrade to better reflective surface tearing down the current tin foil surface as it is not durable for long and the temperature tin foil reflection generates is very less and is insufficient to boil water. Using a mirror (glass based) would be optimal for me as it will be lesser initial cost but would require a lot of work to cut mirror into several hundreds of pieces to cover entire area of the dish.

I read somewhere that a square meter of earth's surface lit by bright sunlight generates can be equivalent to 1000 watts of power. So a 60 cm dish with good reflective surface will give above 560 watts of energy.
If you have concentrated a beam of light by magnifier lens to burn paper during your school days/for your curiosity then you can imagine the power of the parabolic concentrator.

After the reflective parabolic surface then the problem comes with the proper mount. Mount can be made anything and problem here is to get a grill at the focal point of the sunlight after the dish is mounted on any surface. It can be anything from an unused table fan bottom, a tripod etc. My initial attempt to use a 4 foot long flower vase stand went in vain as it could not withstand the entire weight as its center of gravity went outside the dish when mounted :P

After hunting more and more for unused items at home, I found a cradle (!) in which I used to sleep when I was a baby ;) An antique piece in rust but still standing :P Good thing is that its easily dis-mountable with 4 rivets at the bottom. I shall work on a good paint job sometime next week on it to make it a more durable.
It has got two hooks on the sides which helped me to put up the stainless steel round grill with a wooden handle on top of it with the help of small sized bungee ropes which holds it in place. Good thing about these ropes is that they got good tension retaining ability, they are insulators, and most important of all that I could vary the position and angle of dish for sunlight based on placement of hooks on the side rods of cradle.


Sad that there wasn't much sunlight today as it was rainy and gloomy all day long. So I couldn't test for temperatures it could go with direct sunlight. I shall update it soon after my next series of tests. :)


Things I bought for grill:
Parabolic dish - 350 INR
Aluminum foil + Glue - max 40 INR
Bungee ropes - max 30 INR each (I had some of them already for traveling on bike)
Steel grill - 140 INR

(You may also require a plastic ruler, blade to cut the foil)

Well within 600 INR of cost it is doable and it took me just 2 days with each day spending about 5-6 hours of work all alone on building this. I started building it on Saturday morning and completed on Sunday evening :)

Below are some pics that i took in building my solar grill. Will update more on the mirror upgrade that I plan to do and probably post a video soon of me cooking some good stuff ;)

Check out some FAQs listed here if you have something in mind to start a project something like this.














Cheers!
Karthik

Monday, August 22, 2011

I give thee my troth


"... I give thee my troth"

You were that special unknown stranger
for years, I have been waiting for.
Bumped into each other at some crossroad of our journey,
Never having a thought that we would travel together so far.

At first, I thought I was just enchanted by your charm.
Sooner I realized that I had lost myself in the innocent beauty of your heart.
As we kept walking in the shade of companionship,
Our feelings started to resemble a lot.

When you asked for my hand in yours
I was more than happy but at the same time was quite worried
For I had to grow beyond the usual dad's little girl
-and take part in my own life's play, a character in lead.

Here I come, betrothed to you for a vow -
that you take good care of me as good as my dad
Ready for the seven steps around the holy fire and tie the knots of commitment for life,
With the only hope of all the woven dreams that we together had.

(Written - August 13th 2011)

[Dedicated to my Mom and Sister-in-law]

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Ranga Shankara - Sattavara neraLU



Last Sunday, I happened to browse through the newspaper and found that there was a Kannada play called "Sattavara neraLu" (Shadow of the dead) Playwright : G B Joshi. Director: B.V Karanth.
Having heard that it is a good drama, I went to watch it at Ranga Shankara theater.
Indeed it was a different experience as it was my first time. I had never been to a live theater show before. I thoroughly enjoyed the brilliant theater experiments, effects with lighting and shadows, stage design. The timely lyrics of Purandara dasa literature like "illiralaare allige hoogalaare","kurudu naayi santhege banthanthe","aachaaravilladha naalige","aadhadhella oLithe aayithu","Donku baaladha naayakare","Lolalotte" to suit the mood of play enlivens Sattavara neraLu's theme.
Long live Shankar Nag's dream and a bow to the all the artists/directors/playwrights.


Below is the theme of the play - (Courtesy citizenmatters.in)

Subtly pulling a philosophical string and delineating a dreadful tune, Sattavara Neralu shakes the stable philosophical base and intellectually inquires into the eternally rooted and firm beliefs in our society.
Narayana is forcibly pulled into Sanyasa and made seer of a Mutt. A ventri vogue of king maker Krishnacharya, Diwan of the Mutt, seer is ashamed of his pretentious celibacy unable to suppress his un-satiated worldly desires and suffering the onslaught of intellectuals thronging at Mutt seeking philosophical and spiritual clarity subjected to scrutiny and judgement.
Diwan manages to send seer on a pilgrimage and receives news that seer moved heavenward. Diwan immediately builds a Vrindavan in the name of the deceased seer and carries on Mutt activities many years. But seer turned Narayana, actually alive, returns to confront Diwan, Diwan manages to maintain that dead seer is in Vrindavan. Frustrated seer reversed to mortal Narayana threatens to reveal the truth, but incorrigible Diwan challenges that devotees would blindly believe what they practice for ages in deference to and total disbelief of what is blabbered by Narayana because mortal Narayana is now bereft of the seer in him.

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Fortress of solitude

A lot of people around me get freaked out by my silence. I guess, They often think what is wrong with this "lone lonely loner"! Some around me ask me to be more expressive. I get tired of people asking me - "Why are you so much quiet?" whenever I try to mix with people in a group. But very close friends of mine tell me not to change and be just the way you are!

I am happy not being a very social animal. Even being put in a big social group at family wedding/some party I feel a lot deserted! I will have very short replies for people's (irritating) questions and do enjoy killing time in analyzing everyone's reaction and body language. Social contact seems like burden to me most of the times. Majority of the society is too loud and outgoing.

I am totally bad in front of a crowd. I have my own fears to talk to a bunch of people. It would be much easier to give a technical talk than general talk as analytical part of your brain filters out any impractical words come out of your mouth! Sometimes I go blank in talking what is expected out of me, sometimes I even stammer with all the nervousness. It all depends on the exposure of the world around that I got when I was young. Well, I face my fears till today every time I am being laughed at and made fun. I fight my own fears only by facing them regularly.

Being an introvert loner is not so bad at all. It's cool when I don't attract much attention. I feel that I'm on my own and I'm free. I don't have to care about what people will think about me. I don't have to be the "life" of the party to enjoy all the action going around. I have a lot of time to spend for myself and most importantly it helps me to work independently as a individual contributor even though I work in a team. I don't make enemies with anyone. I am good at burying a lot of secrets within myself. I get to go for solo bullet rides exploring around which helps me to get along with nature more closely. When people get my trust they have a real friend in making.

The bad thing about being a loner is that when you are tested with a lot of emotional turbulence you tend to easily lose yourself! One has to be strong not to let it overcome and become a phobia or a disorder of any kind.

I dedicate this random thought to millions of people around who live(or agree to) in their fortress of solitude. :)